Didnt took much photos plus im lazy to. ;b
So so, while waiting for germs to come back in that period.
Rotted at home and went out with shing shing. :D
Met shing shing on monday at PS.
Lunched and watched My Darling Is A Foreigner.
Lols, anddd i thought it was an english show till im in the theatre. -.-
It was some simple romance and how couple gets along, abit dry and boring to me. :S
Told shing shing to watch the trailer and i wanted to too ! But end up we both didnt. >.<
Walked ard PS before heading to town to walking ard and had dinner at 313 yoshinoya before heading home. (:
For the day i bought a batwing cardigan, two nail polish and a nail remover.
I think i over spend. Gt to start saving for germs bday. ;/ Had no idea what to get too.
TUESDAYYY ! I've waited for ya to come for so long !! :D
It's germs coming backkk ! :DD Hehehes.
Only managed to msn and webcam him previously. And it ended not really well. Which i hate it ! ):
On top of that, i was supposed to have training in the morning.
Buttttt, tennis gt ban due to someone wearing slippers. Whack the person horr.
Hai wo bu ke yi exercise ! .V. When i eat soooo much more after germs came back. ;/
Lucky i didnt go cos im quite slpy after slping at 4am ! :S
But shing shing did. ):
Met some of germs church friends in the noon to pick up. (:
But it's oso part of the reason why he's upset luhs in stead of happy seeing me at the arrival hall. D:
It was meant to be happy. Andddd it had been quite disturbing to me tho. ;/
I knew he would be angry when his church friend is contacting me which is the reason why i didnt told him in msn and ended things not well. ;/
Ohh man, howwww ?? ):
Hope things doesnt turn out bad for him in his cell grp. >.<
After that had dinner with his father and bro for dinner at Long Beach at ecp ! :D
They went to pick him up too !
First time eating with his daddy and bro sehh. :O
First time eating with his daddy and bro sehh. :O
The foody is yummyyy ! (x Hehehes~
After that his dad sent me home. (:
Other days was spending my time with germs at his hse.
Gt my souvenirssss frm him in cheena. :DD Happiness !!
He actually gimme quite a number of stuffs. Loveeeee him luhs. (x
2 tops, 2 panda toy, 1 hairband, 1 necklace, 1 ribbon clip, 1 metal bending with my name on, 1 silk pouch, 1 silk handkerchief anddd 2 chocs he shared with me. :D
So many right?! :D
He gt more foody for himself. Nvrm i can eat some when im at his hse. Hoho! :D
Anw, he gt more moody after he came back due to somethings.
Not sure what i can do yo ! ))):
Dun want him to be too moody too ! D: Emo with u kays. (: Hehes~
or i make weird noise for u to laugh?? (; hehes.
Tml is 2nd oct. Not sure where girls is bringing me to. :O
Excited muchhh ! :D Hint is bring socks and dun wear skirt. Lol.
Cant wait for tml to come anddddd uss trip with germs as my bday treat !! :DD
How happy can i be?? Hehehes~ :D
Till then i'll have more pics to upload. (:
The insecurities feeling still linger ard. ):
I hate the part of me where i have to think here and scare there.
Feeling that u might not be there and goes away any minute.
Neither did u give me any assurance or words that could relieve me of it. ;/
After the trip u made it worse by saying u're close with which ever person. f***
And how can i ever be secure with that. .V.
Damn it. Hate the part of me. ;/
I hate the part of u making me insecure without saying anything and other than the usual one.
How can i ever be fully convince with that without heart to heart talk and not be soooo secretive.
The question i yearn to ask but i dare not. ):
Believe that those will secure me more if i asked. But i want him to tell me on his own without me telling and feeling and knowing my insecurities. ;/ Not prompting.
I know it's a bad time where u have alot in mind. ;/
But.. just that u can stop mentioning u are close with this or that girls. Seriously. Even so u cant lie to me too even if that means the truth will make me unsecure.